someone is trying drag me to hell

just having a great quarrel with my korean best friend and the house owner.there is out of my expertation that today will have this kind of incident happened.

the only one korean friend who is very familiar with me in sydney is going to misunderstood me.i am very depressed and dissapointed that the house owner will say something bad about me to my friend.actually i feel very thankfull to my house owner along this time,because she help me a lot since i arrived in sydney.but today i change my view to her....why she is pretending inmature than me even she is 32years old?

the house owner was going severe injury behind me.she told the korean friend that i always said a lot bad thing about the korean friend to my parent.because the owner hear the conversation between me and my mum via skype.she is just a indonesian chinese but don't know chinese well,don't know writting in chinese,even communication also have problem.but she said to my korean friend that she know what i talking with my mum.and translate in english to korean friend.but all the thing she told is nonsen,i never mention it before.yet her english level is worse than me even she stay in australia already 13years. did you can imagine that a person who worse in chinese and english,HOW TO TRANSLATE? but the korean friend don't know her chinese is bad.just believe on it.

no wonder the korean friend treat me very unwell this few days.the another one thing which is out of my expertation is,the owner told my korean friend that yesterday i was talking with my mum on skype.i told my mum all the bad thing about the korean gal.but i am very suspect,yesterday i woke up at 4pm,and then i have take a shower and having my meal,make up all,after that about 5.30pm i am rushing to the rehearsal.i back from rehearsal at 1am.i never having a conversation with my mum yesterday.why the owner told my friend that i was talking about her bad thing to my mum yesterday....why she want to do so??besides,what point i want told my mum all the bad thing about the korean gal?i am curious.why the owner can told this kind of nonsen?

so the korean friend is going to angry at me.and misunderstanding me.but i never do all this kind of shit thing.what the point she want do that.i am curious.along this time,my relationship with the house owner is very good.we always help each other.understand each other.why she is going to change her personality suddenly.i always play with her son,buy food for her son,cooking for her son.whats wrong i did?i don't know.so i think she drive me away from home last night is not simple as just the carpet's problem.she already plan all of this long time ago.

its ok for me.even i cry just now.but after crying i will be tough start from now forwards.that is my turn to be tough.......everything happened out of my expertation.so i am just facing it out of my expertation with a positive way...i should undergo all of this to becoming mature and strong.learning to be a perfect woman now.the weak girl before is dissapear start from this moment.i have confident i can done it.cheer..caryn!!