i love you,do you get me?

the most memorable and unforgetful day in my life.the person who i care the most is going to leave me.there is no need to put an accusing finger at anyone.although i am reluctant but i still have to face it..i wont escape and avoid this.

since the day i leave me,i start endeavor carry out the promise which i promise you before,store up your most loving smile in my mind seek for pretty life in sydney.but you never know my tough just want to hide up the weakness and sadness which deep in my heart.

nightmare everynight came to me,i am realy afraid of everything without you.i am really handling out of hand with you,the memory still in my mind,even its realy hard to forget but i still force myself to forget.but actually i never tried my best to forget it,because the memory are very sweet and beautiful,i not wiling to forget it.every night after switch off the light,i start to recall flashback from my memory..i will very happy when i remember the memory we have creat before,but once i realize that the memory wont happen again in future,my heart start sink and feel painful,then follow by my tear will drop down..i repeat this situation everyday,but i still feel comfortable with that...don't ask me why..maybe i used to missing you every night.

but nothing can i do....i am helpless....just can leave it like that...we getting over about 2month,but in that 2month...you are the person who control our life.even we get along or we broke...you are the only one who decide all of this,i got no any qualification to make a decision.you treat me like treasure when you love me,abandon me when you feel tired.but i never think you are selfish.cause i respect your decision.everyone told me,i should forget you,i deserve the better one.i know that,!!!!but if can forget quickly,if i can fall in love with the better one....then everything will be fine.unfortunately i CAN'T!!!!!!you get it or not??!! "I CAN'T!!!not i don't want to do so"i forget untill i am very suffering and painful.but you never know and wont know forever,nowadays...you are live in life of happinest i believe,you can forget me quickly and lets go and date with other girls.....i should admire your innate ability.

people always say love is like a highwincident that upset me is that you pretend that you don't know me,i pretend that i don't know you.when ay movie.i meet you and leave you..how do you describe a coincidence like this?if there is a i am looking at you,my eyes seem get used to the darkness but getting out of focus.until now,i found out...love you or not,cannot be forced or pretend.

i wish you are happy always,even i am not.